Averi - Despondent lyrics

I'm comforted by your presence And frustrated by your absence And this is tragic, this role we have to play now To stay here, to leave here Whispered constantly in my ears I'll blow up from exhaustion from never moving We'll stay forever this way And our what could have been will linger on We'd be worth remembering I'm frustrated in your presence And hollow in your absence And I'm tired of acting out a role that I don't want I need this and I want this Throbs constantly in my mind I'll blow up from surrendering to what we could have been So let's die here my love Just one kiss and we'll go out on top We'd be worth remembering, eternally this way You're beautiful and this is trivial And it's building up inside If I blow up from exhaustion It will be from chasing you I could walk away and never think of you again But I am not that strong