Avec Tristesse - I've Learned To Hate lyrics

Open your eyes, what do you see? What? Are you afraid of me? Yes honey, it's me alright I did give up without a fight Didn't you say I was too nice for you? Don't run baby, I'm not that kind of fool That's right, hide under the bed, 'Cause we are going to stay up late. Bet you haven't learnt what I always used to say People always change dear although many ought to stray So I came to tell you I have learnt with you as well It has come to my attention you like pain though you won't tell So fierce you were without the need I missed the chance to fulfill your pleads For all you wanted, all you yearned Was to feel the fear my eyes could give You longed my hand would feel your skin To pound it deeply and trim hard in To leave the mark of filthiness And break the pride of innocence You'll pay the price Flee not from me once again now that I'm no longer sane Let me take off all your clothes and tie you up to this chair Look at my face when I speak; crying won't help you at all No one will hear you my love; not while I'm doing you harm I feel comfort in hatred Now I know how you really felt All the times I was aching You were laughing to my disgrace I feel comfort in hatred Hadn't you kicked me away I'd never lose the blindness You caused me in my dismay Now that I've shared my thoughts with you Spare me from your hypocrisy Come now and be a nice little girl Let me make you ache with joy And when you are cold I will let you sink Down where you belong It will make you think What do we lose when we are alone? What are the odds? What do we lose? I'm just a poor ba*tard without a home Drifting from light to dark all alone