Avec Tristesse - I Punish Myself lyrics

I just can't be honest with myself. I try to hide all my feelings. For one lonely minute I awake my senses And feel so much fright of myself. I punish myself for everything But nothing has really happened I see you in your path And today I feel ashamed. All that supported me fell As well as my masquerade. You needn't to understand me Neither do you need to have me. All emotions swept away from myself As long as I run from you I'll be running from myself. I can speak to you But I can't hear your voice. I can see you in my screen Giving you scent and taste I choose your colour And lose myself in simple facts That only you can understand. In this equation of feelings I just want to feel and hug you. Slowly I get lost I turn myself to nothing. Touch my face and Feel my tears... Don't worry about me These are not my first tears Nor will they be the last.