AVANT SATURN - Uncontrollable, Door of Consciousness lyrics

[Verse 1: Avant Saturn] Life only mistreated you for the woman you are Giving you false praise, thinking that you are a star Honestly that's not the case, they used you right from the start Shoulda used your mind, instead of your heart Subtle can go so damn far You dream of Nice things, rings Cars fit for a Queen While you lie with a man in a bed fit for a king While he put lies in your head just for that one thing Accidentally I'm spilling the beans Quotations on my words just to add notation Hydration to her waters just to add flotation Cloud 9 or higher on my bars, we spacing Sometimes you don't even need relations Castrated emotions'll leave your heart sedated Visions of sensations with yo bae vacated You say you see the truth, are you eyes dilated [Hook: Avant Saturn] I can't control myself Even if I wanted I can't control myself Been here for some years And still don't know myself (2x) [Verse 2: Avant Saturn] Chalk it up, erase the board Better start over Two links, break one That's red rover They say all men are dogs and we play games Well that's lame, if we play games guess we're controllers But I guess that you can argue that we'll control her Room temperature go from hot then cold, guess it's bipolar Glances strolling from floor to ceiling can't escape that feeling When its all said and done, its never over You can't hit pause, can't rewind time You wanna end it all, but its not time Time is of the essence so you better climb Before the clock strikes and the bell chimes [Bridge: Avant Saturn] I'm Uncontrollable (6x) [Verse 3: Avant Saturn] Pa**ion flowing from my brain I can't explain The feeling of pain that cycles through my veins Feeling regret, emotionally distress I talk to myself, I need some mental help [Hook]