Autumns Eyes - Snake Spit lyrics

Hurting in the morning as I squint to see the clock When I realize its too late now to catch up to the flock Laying down again as if I was under a rock I prepare myself to face them now as they begin to mock Falling down I'm falling down into a f**ing hole I need to figure out a way to save my precious soul There's so much that I need to solve and so much I don't know I need to clear some space so that I can start to grow Suffer? No Give in? No Find a way for you to stay Give up? No Jump off? No Hope is left in the day In the arms of tragedy I'll find a way for me to see A way to fight anxiety And follow my dream If sorrow filled the largest sea And I sank into the blackest deep I'd swim until my eyes could see A bright lunar gleam Just try to pull my hopes down to your level You'll find it doesn't help because you'll be a waste forever Inside yourself you know your cure doesn't even work Don't push the blame down on me I know exactly where your fears lurk I won't let d**h strike me down before my dreams are seized I think I found a name that fits if you decide to fail so soon Your nothing but snake spit, a poison that won't let me bloom Id like you to put down that phone, just please leave me alone I know now that this pain is gone today because you went away I can see the sun beneath the clouds So long I have waited for this day Join me now to scream so loud For this pain is no longer here to stay