Autumn - Still Breathing lyrics

i am curled so tight holding still still breathing through the knife i caught a color from the sun too cold - i had to send it back and all the while its been screaming all day the flavor starts to turn its been screaming all day leave me alone i am curled so tight holding still still breathing through the knife a sage prayer to the skies downpur - it k**ed my offering and through it all i've been bleeding all day i must fight to hold my ground i've been bleeding all day as this illness circles round still, i try