Automatic Loveletter - Cruel Cruel lyrics

I wanna run away To somewhere far and somewhere safe So scared of this place Cause you don't even know me And you don't even care that I've been lonely And tired of fighting in the den of the lions where I won't even try And in the dead of the night I wait Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep Call me crazy Call me baby You can call me weak You don't even know, no you don't even know That the weight of the world on me I've been there and back again And it seems to me That a promise isn't something you keep And a secret never lasts It only sees what you see Cause it's a cruel cruel ride And if you want to come inside You better sit up and shut your eyes And hold on for dear life Cause if you don't then you will surely lose your mind But I won't I wanna hide my face I wanna find the strength to get through this Oh I know I can do it It's the taste in my mouth It's the nauseousness It's my stomach in knots forming cascades of gunshots Leaving me holding a pen and this page and these words filled with rage In the dead of the night I wait Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep Call me crazy Call me baby You can call me weak Because you don't even know Cause it's a cruel cruel ride And if you want to come inside You better sit up and shut your eyes And hold on for dear life Cause if you don't then you will surely lose your mind But I won't I won't "Hello, can anyone hear me?" "Oh, does anyone know me?" "No, can anyone hear me?" "No, can anyone love me?" "No, can anyone, can anyone hear me?" Cause it's a cruel cruel ride And if you want to come inside You better sit up and shut your eyes And hold on for dear life Cause if you don't then you will surely lose your mind But I won't But I won't I won't I won't