Saw the face of dysphoria Within a blink of an eye I swept aside the loss of heart Tore the unborn soul from its womb The lens unfocused The heart-strings out of tune Crumbling, the walls stained with shame Revolution breached the peremiter Unraveled, I reject my inner turmoil This order (disorder? ) in chaos, which pain contains Unity in solitude, alone in unison Deepen the thirst and hunger remains Never was this body built to last Taste this defunct love before the hours have pa**ed The absence of you stales in the air Let me define it all in despair To wrong past rights in a single stab Into the future that has no name I, the Judas and the apostle Deceit is my face, betrayal my game