Audrey Horne - Sail Away lyrics

I don't need to write it down I've known these lines by heart for years But everytime I try they seem to lack a certain elegance Anyway I wanted you to know that I'll be staying in this year Cause I believe you're better off without me here I'm sinking You're fading This ship has been lost at sea I'm drowning You're leaving That's how it is Treading water's never been a thing for me So long it's been a very good year And I know it takes a lifetime to repay All I ever wanted was to sail away But I got caught up in the waves along the way Thought I found myself Had a bucketful and threw it all away So long, it's all gone now This year, yeah, I spent it all I only did it to prove I could