Atmosphere - Standing on the Edge lyrics

I turn in my head Rolling round and round in my bed Eyes closed deep breaths Heavy heart is reaching for rest A ghost a past life It grows deep inside Scared of what might happen Closer to the edge I go Further from the truth I know I'm standing on the edge Looking for a place to go Pull me in again don't fall I'm standing on the edge I roll with the punch I might be drinking too much I reach for your touch Try to remember A ghost a past life It grows deep inside Scared of what might happen Closer to the edge I go Further from the truth I know I'm standing on the edge Looking for a place to go Pull me in again don't fall I'm standing on the edge Was I so weak from the start Gravity pulls me apart Standing on the edge Gonna turn this all around Stop myself from looking down Standing on the edge I roll with the punch I might be drinking too much