Ever since that old sh*t That song that i wrote back in day when we split Heard it recently and i gotta admit i was all in my feelings regret reminiscin' Times have changed but i am thankful though You taught me more than you will ever know Forgive you for the past Cannot take it back But it's all good cause i've grown from that Had so much anger against you lil mama That i wasn't able to live with myself Until i let go and forgave for things that you did with the cards that you had been dealt Now in days i look the other way When a female calls and begs me to stay Try to tell myself that i'm okay But im just another player in the game I seen how you played me i made a vow To never allow gettin played again Cause ever since you left my crib Baby i've been on a female binge I was hurting on inside But i was hurting many other women too Realized trynna fill the void in my heart Made me no better than you damn Ain't i a fool cause i was mad at you Hookin' up with chicks to get back at you Thinkin' i was was doing something Hurtin' you but nah Had it all wrong i can't believe i stooped Down to ya level disrespectin' myself No longer stayed true to myself nah You made me lose my way i gotta say You helped me remember who i am today I replayed the track I wrote bout the days You tried to come back And i pushed you away Images replay of the last time i saw you Had mascara runnin' down you face But i promise baby it's okay Cause without the bullsh*t you put me through Would've never knew what you were goin through You were heart broken on the inside And needed lots of love to make you feel right Gave you plenty of it but it wasn't enough On a path to be great n you couldn't keep up Can't believe you treated me like dub But that was when i was a su*ker for love {mac deville} Ugh, man, look I've been patient for the longest Been waitin' for this moment since like i don't even know when I had to fix my lens and focus goin' through ever emotion (aye) I stay devoted to god cause life is a cycle i've been through the motions Even when i was the brokest I followed bread crumbs to the tokens When the feds come and yo bros snitch and you stayed down on all ten like wait That's when i realized that them ni**as not really with me Cause ni**a my pockets is empty I'm givin' my last and they pinchin' a penny But ain't no promises but i got a vision that's optimistic for once And if i got a spliff i'd hot box the whip i need kush smoke in my lungs sh*t if i could fix all my problems then i'd be solid clockin my funds but I can give a fu*k bout the fame an acknowledgment is enough see The problem was pride (aye) I had to bench and put that to the side Mention my name in the past and that was yo ass like watchin' you crossin' the line But i got a lot on my mind Still i keep my head up high Dfg we on the rise shawty like east overtime west side do or die