Astronote - Doorways + Trust Issues lyrics

[Intro] Aye, looking through this hallway In a different place from what I know, a different ballgame What is through the doorway Keep it pushing always Seeing different from what I've been told, been thinking all day Ohhh, this is so smooth coming from you know who Anybody can say anything I'd rather show you Ohhh, I'mma be free now Give you what you need This is how it's supposed to be [Verse: 1] This is how it's supposed to be When it's 30 plus degrees Riding with the windows down Oooo just so you can see me in it I don't mean to brag, it's the sh** I never had Haters are forever mad, I just laugh, then hit the dab Oh keep on doing what I do, am I a good girl gone bad? sh**, I'll try not to be flash, true I'll say it ‘cause I can Woah, hold up Simbi what has gotten into you these days? When was it about the stuntin', when was it about your pay? Www…wait please slow down, I'm a pro now My last name means count money, can you pronounce it? Ajikawo, heir to the throne now I don't belong anywhere, not even my own town Am I insecure now, speaking on my thoughts now sh**, I know I got trust issues, it's hard to ignore now What have I become, am I losing all control now? Think I better go now [Spoken Interlude] What happened when I followed the white rabbit? I'll never be perfect to me I'll never stop questioning what more I can to do to love myself Not knowing how to do that only results in trust issues I may seem perfect to you but I come with layers And this is more than one [Hook] Trust issues, trust issues You know what I'm sippin' I'll teach you how to mix it, you're the only one I don't trust these b**hes I don't trust these n***as I don't trust anyone apart from who I came with Is that bad of me? Don't be mad at me Know my imperfections make me who I plan to be Though what's slowing me down is trust issues [Verse: 2] Oh, everybody's got some sort of faith inside them Gotta find where it lives More time I'm alone when I pray in silence God knows how I think Everybody's got some sort of faith inside ‘em No such thing as hate inside ‘em You search more then you was findin' and take what life gives To you on a daily basis, all I see is faces Medical rolled A little conversation is all I need I've been seeing different places It's hard to leave, we are the key When you're in a bubble you know it's hard to see In and out of trouble can't see past the now Trapped inside my mind, lost can't be found I'll get us in, if you buy the rounds City's on a hold whenever I'm in town It's going up, Space Age, man you know it's us Everybody's gonna talk instead of showing love They take something real small then they blow it up Can't take the fake sh** these days Everybody want to fake sh** these days While you're being wasteful in a time of need I be out here trying to save sh** these days Never take to the ‘he says, she says' Gotta get it from the main source these days Nobody is an angel these days You disagree better speak up please say Everybody's got a life here, and free will I'm the type to lay low and be still Type to make a n***a open up and say how he feels You bet he won't but I bet he will [Hook] Everybody's got trust issues You know what I'm sippin', I'll teach you how to mix it You're the only one. I don't trust these b**hes I don't trust these n***as I don't trust anyone apart from who I came with Is that bad of me, Don't be mad My imperfections make me who I plan to be Though what's slowing me down is trust issues