Astrid Van Der Veen - Soulmaster lyrics

Right now I'm lost in my weakness In my selfish handmade pain No way I'll let it go now I've tried before, I've learned I can't Weakly I destroy my hope Turning it into fear I can't help myself Like someone is taking over control Soulmaster is hurting me Is murdering me I guess I deserved it I've created myself for him I guess he doesn't like what he sees Have to obey him, follow him So tell me what to do, and I'll do Soulmaster is hurting me Is murdering me I guess I deserved it Soulmaster is hurting me Is murdering me I guess I deserved it Oh