Ashtin Larold - Chris lyrics

[Produced by TOWER BEATZ] [Verse 1] I woke up to a bunch of missed calls Some texts asking if I'd heard the news My heart dropped, I knew something was off But why did it have to be about you? I didn't wanna believe that it was true Maybe I could've helped you with what you were going through Cos I've been there myself, but it's too late now This is something that you can't undo I can only imagine all the pain The lonely thoughts that were running through your brain When we all saw sunshine maybe you saw rain If you'd have just called me, man, I would've f**ing came I could've told you life gets better Told you I still consider you a friend Told you the pain doesn't last forever Told you that I didn't want your life to f**ing end I wish I could've told you this in person Called you up just to say hi I really didn't know that you were hurting Now I just wish I could've said goodbye I'm sorry that you saw no other option I wish I could've been there or done something to stop it But now I'll only see you in your coffin You might be gone but you'll never be forgotten [Verse 2] I remember the first cigarette I ever smoked And you gave it to me And the path that I walk on to this day Well you helped f**ing pave it for me You accepted me for who I really was You played a crucial part in the person that I've become You taught me how to spit and now I'm here writing this song But you'll never even get the chance to hear it cos you're gone The worst part is I know how you felt Suicide was something that I considered myself Your own head can be your own worst enemy I just wish I could've helped I wish I could've told you I was there I'm sorry if you ever felt like no one cared I remember what it's like feeling hurt, tired and scared But sometimes life's not f**ing fair The good die young, the great even younger We didn't realise all the weight that you were under You were a good son, good friend and good brother I'm happy you no longer have to suffer I'll never forget the days I got to spend with you On everyone's behalf, you'll be missed I'm honoured I can say that I was friends with you I'm sorry, I love you, Chris