Ashanti - R.I.P. lyrics

Your hands should be covered in blood By the way you ripped up my heart It feels like I swallowed a blade Every time I say, every time I say Not an email, not a text, no phone Nothing left, just me sitting in this bed alone That's how we started unraveling Boy, you stripped me to the bones Something so small as Picking up the phone may seem so small to you [?] Don't hear two words from you Everything that's going through my head Where he at, where he been, who he with Why he ain't hit me yet And then I start to mimic this, what's next? Is he having s**? Is he using latex? And is he gonna bring something home to me? Why he giving these b**hes the privilege of something to say? I put on my black dress, I put on my black heels I got two dozen roses in my arms I got on my black shades to hide all of my tears I gotta say goodbye to this love gone wrong I think it's best that we lay this thing to rest I think it's best that we lay this thing to rest I think it's best that we lay this thing to rest I think it's best, I think it's best Not even karma is enough to get you back for what you did It's like your love is poisoned and you've infected me It's running up through my veins,affecting my every day I wish I had the power to erase your face from my brain Something so small as Picking up the phone may seem so small to you [?] Don't hear two words from you Everything that's going through my head Where he at, where he been, who he with Why he ain't hit me yet And then I start mimic this, what's next? Is he having s**? Is he using latex? And is he gonna bring something home to me Why he giving these b**hes the privilege of something to say? I put on my black dress, I put on my black heels I got two dozen roses in my arms I got on my black shades to hide all of my tears I gotta say goodbye to this love gone wrong I think it's best that we lay this thing to rest I think it's best that we lay this thing to rest I think it's best that we lay this thing to rest I think it's best, I think it's best You promised me forever You said we'd be together You would never turn your back on us Now I wanna thank you For forcing me to get through this Didn't recognize my very own strength Now I'mma stick out my chest and I'mma throw my head back And I'mma put a smile on my face I put on my black dress, I put on my black heels I got two dozen roses in my arms I got on my black shades to hide all of my tears I gotta say goodbye to this love gone wrong It's time to lower this in the ground I'm gonna cover it up and put my head down I'm gonna say my very last goodbye I'm gonna wipe these tears for the very last time