Ascraeus - Nervous lyrics

What is this vindictiveness? I cannot tell You say life ain't treat you well Did you ever treat it well? Softness and calmness and more I'm looking for I don't know when, where, how? To find at before Chorus: I'm afraid of myself My calmness getting furious Nervousness does mean weakness? And I can't bear any of them Complaints and arguments I hate'em all With a strange ache on my back See me crawl Forcing the patience limits Of my calmness Even if you're burying me alive I'm not gonna die... (Chorus) Bridge: No more... My dying lion No more... My dying lion Don't shout, don't complain Don't even get angry with me The after taste of anger In the back of your mouth... (Verse 2) (Verse 4) (Bridge) (Chorus)