Ascidzz - Difficult lyrics

Always saw this would happen All the time that elapsed, it s**s we're at adolescence More than half of my infancy has been trashed by the mess that Made me masochistic, the crash reminisced 9/11 Ultimately I am aware that I needed your presence But for now just forget it I'm not about to make another track beating a dead b**h I mean regardless my notebook is filled with rejected heretic But it's ignorance and negligence that prevents them from getting it The lame man needs an explanation As time progresses the slider brings you more to opaqueness But it's all in your faces This ain't about interpretations It's about taking a moment to accept what your fate is The people you think have your best interest have proven they don't If you expect them to protect you Here's a spoiler, they won't You must fend for yourself sh** that's all you've been doing Taught to be a slave from the corruption in schooling They don't teach you money management They hope parents will handle it But nope most of them just as damaged, they ain't get a pamphlet, no one did Even the slowest kid the people take advantage And the parents ram it into their heads Fake a handicap, they sympathize more if you play dead Keep on stealing from the people trying to make it instead Of working for it, hurt them for it, had to give most of their earnings for it Why is it you have them yearning for it Hope you learning boy it's [Chorus] Difficult I know I once tread this road Can somebody tell me what's going on Say be a team about it But never be real about it So when you call me your friend what are you really meaning by it I love to be challenged, my tolerance is what keeps me behind it Meanwhile you lie and cheat and don't think I don't see you hiding I've been more than straightforward ain't no way to deny it More people choose to react than ask what I'm meaning by it They wait til I drop a single and Rap Genius deciphers it Then deem it fire script it's a retardation apocalypse I can find your opposition, modify their propositions, withholding the guy's position, y'all are listening and I got you, b**hes, the doctrine clearly vouches for ignorance, and intolerance meanwhile I'ma have you contradicting Your own opinion and make you feel so empowered and sh**, I know it's nonsense but I can't stop profiting off this sh** Point my finger one way my Direction's the opposite My agenda's composite and ain't no wait you are stopping it [Chorus] From a young age we learn to manipulate To cry and whine when we don't get something, even if fake To find ways that we convince them so we can take more and keep more sh** by being a nuisance, being an ache But sh** today, people are screaming like freaking apes Beating their chests for nothing, there's nothing to freaking change Videos with tears guarantee we could build a lake Ain't no talking unless you denigrate and f** a debate 'Merica's hurting. Damn it we're skirting on destruction That's funny to say, I mean that really is something But we'll be okay Don't worry, I think it's funny To speak like you can critique but you can't take being insulted Somehow it's embraced See the media and they're hugging Claiming we need love while beating up people esteeming Trump You'll get jumped for it and shunned for it when they seek to discover And they claim they have so much fear and that they weep in discomfort But I ask How?