Ars Macabra - A Recollection Of The World Once Called Earth lyrics

A new endless day opens before me Once again I'm here to brood over What it was that made me change my mind And soon it strikes me, sweet sourness of a bitter thought For whom, for what ...I made it all? For whom, for what....I chose to change...the rules For once Freedom should have been and freedom was Full accessibility and a right to dispose A part of my sovereignty I entrusted To the tiny striving creature That I made to a new emperor Emperor of toil King of sufferings Monarch of guinea-pigs A test I carried out with you But something didn't work I strive to remember A breaking dawn...broken down In my blurred mind Images alternate with sounds My eyes closing, I wonder What once was and now is missing What I wish stays...and I wish restlessly Created -consumed-replaced I do and undo Trying to remember (but it's too boring, too trivial) If I had a goal (and that alone still bothers me) A huge yawn swallowed the trick of a ba*tard maker I can be accused of one thing alone: of playing eternally Since eternal I am and eternal is what I make If I want A tricky demiurge That's what I am A flawed race That's what it was "Mankind" and "Earth" were the names I made up Time for another game to play Time for another game to play!