Armac - I Am To Blame lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm being punished for a crime that I didn't commit I'm more than twice shy, but I've never been bit Running round in circles trying to capture the flag But the wind keeps it away like a grocery bag [Pre-Chorus] Am I doing something wrong, because nothing seems right Am I sleeping through day, becaue it feels like night I don't know how to act, I just know how to fight I tell myself again and again that I just might [Chorus] Cease to exist on this plane Stop telling people my name Understand that I am the one to blame Retreat, headfirst to the back of the corner Of my innate sense of self destroying shame [Verse 2] Everyone is laughing at something that I did I'm verging on adulthood, but I am still a kid And I cannot speak and I cannot learn I just sit here and I yearn and yearn and yearn [Pre-Chorus] With my ears to the door trying to be a part of the herd Making up the conversation when I can't hear a word My inner monologue went from first person to third The line between my mind and my life is getting blurred [Chorus] Until I cease to exist on this plane Stop telling people my name Understand that I am the one to blame Retreat, headfirst to the back of the corner Of my innate sense of self destroying shame [Bridge] Talk to me, can't you see I'm all alone Help me, I can't see the things that I'm shown I can't see, I'm blind to the things that are well known And I don't really know, any more, whether I can make it on my own (echo) [Chorus] I cease to exist on this plane I stop telling people my name I am the only one one here to blame I dive headfirst to the back of the corner Of my innate sense of self destroying shame And I drown