Arjay - Eventually lyrics

[Verse 1: Arjay] Had to f**ing scrap a lot of material From the project cuz I had to see it through To the end, in a matter that I would've deemed as good Made sure that the themes were aligned perfectly; my feelings too Cuz my pa**ion ain't been burning like a sea of fuel But once it's ignited it be pretty difficult to stop Least that's my belief and I've seen no one similar with thoughts Such as mine, cuz I tend to space out chilling in the block As I'm getting older I naturally bring it up a notch Time has been... like a bullet traveling by so quick Waiting for no person and that fact is making no sense My mind has been tested and it somehow remains open Maybe cuz I was born a threat while others seem to pose it As in they are falsely represented That's just one of many things that I am constantly resenting Another is how everybody don't bother to respect yet They're waiting that reaction like a lobby full of chemists Yuh, sick and tired of the same sh** Seems like the memories of good old days are fading There is nowhere on this Earth where my trust could be placed in Except for myself but I would wanna see that change quick Music is my creation That I use to vent because all I have seen these day's been People attaching like vines soon as my confidence is raising Feeding off from what they can until I crash onto the pavement See everyone has got a downfall I question some things that I have found dawg In the face of adversity their proud talk Disappears like raining exposure on some ground chalk That facade, I intend to fully reveal it Everyone who's got to keep up their stupid appearance Yeah y'all see your ways when the truth's in the clearing But you're so caught up in in a lie that you'd prolly mute what you're hearing And throughout the years There's been a different surrounding of peers Hardly anyone that sticks around My homies ask me what do I think about And I don't ever reply I do that cuz I don't think they're ready for my Ideals; but see my excellent pride Is the thing that I ain't ever setting aside Cuz it keeps me focused and a capable Recently I feel that I've taken hold of the strangest role And everyone is just an actor slowly degrading hope The traits about me they have come to know are debatable I'm more aware and it's that change that defines me The darkness is spreading like a stain on a white tee Dreams are pretty far and to go chasing em blindly Ain't advised like following the lane of a crime spree Because failure is surely inevitable Unless your actions deem otherwise and start affecting the globe Unfortunately that hardly will get done Especially when people only call for attention Instead of looking around to notice this cold environment This some sh** I'm thinking almost every moment I am in And if a b**h only wants to just act dumb Then I simply keep on moving on to the next one There's certain crowds who I deem unfit to handle the truth They wouldn't stick to their story if they had a gallon of glue Somehow things keep on repeating throughout the patterns I view Meaning their old behaviors are likely to come back in a few Whether or not they trynna improve their ridiculous figure My heart is colder than a kid who is ditched in the winter Arjay's working on some sort of a hidden agenda And there's barely any claims saying they missing a n***a If I ever come back then I wouldn't be the same cuz all the issues I combat with Made me become stronger so that one day I could access All the wisdom I got now spreading to the ma**es Still ain't acquired balance Just witness more bull, no flooring of a palace Guess I'll just ignore it all Not giving a f** is part of my protocol That's what I was taught Anyone's quick to judge at someone's slightest drop If something ain't part of my business Yo screw it, I'll do what I want in a minute Abide by the rules I consider meant for me It's difficult to witness all the rancor and just let it be The world would be a much better setting see If everyone would just become like me Eventually