Ariel k** Him - Popka lyrics

When the light is on and the stereo is off - I know I look so pale. When the money is gone and the nightmares are on - I know I look so pale. And I stay inside because exuses are the only thing that I wear. And you know it so well. Sometimes I wonder what you see in me but I am greatful. Sometimes we drink and smoke us free but that is something I will never be without you. I don't remember any yesterday, only that time don't k** my pain. I guess it's easy to be sober for one day but I am shaking and here it comes again... And I stay inside because excuses are the only thing that I wear. And you know it so well.