Ari Hest - I Didn't Want To Say Goodbye To You lyrics

In a room draped in blue i am thinkin of you i am tired and i cant sleep and for you i will weep in a flash you are gone yet around me life is calm i cannot understand is this part of the plan i get cards with buques but they cant take ur place and i have dreams about us but i always wake up and i can ask all i please i can beg down on my knees for a reason for a sign but these answers i wont find oh can you hear me cant you tell me why.... why.... why.... ill go on with out you and whats left for me to do but to stay here where i am and my world of pretend yeah i wont kno until i die if my faith was alive till then ull here it in my cry i didnt want to say goodbyeto you... i didnt want to say goodbye to you.... i didnt want to say goodbye to you......