Ari Herstand - Christian Dear lyrics

I'm sifting through pictures revealing your past life and the further back in time I see I am reminded of my insignificance I'm a new friend a new man and your photos reinforce so simply I'm a no one in a lone frame of what makes you and me I can't believe how quickly I fell just the other day I rang the bachelor bell Swinging on the rope with my mallet held tight but a spark lit the strings and burned a brighter light I'm a new man with a new plan I'm taking my time like a kid in the sand I have new tears with new fears I'm falling in love with a Christian dear Just hold the light a little bit higher I can't read your eyes I'm growing blind I'm hanging on thread that last a thousand miles I'm helpless here a dripping tear I'm falling in love with a Christian dear My dear She left me for a day at the beach her ex boyfriend went to accompany I sat in my room cutting photographs piecing her in where my heart fell out I am home sick alone with the unfamiliar feeling of jealousy's gift It's a wrapped fear a trapped tear I'm keeping inside from my Christian dear Just hold the light A little bit higher I can't see your eyes I'm growing blind I'm hanging on a thread that lasts a thousand miles I'm helpless here a dripping tear I'm falling Just hold me tight A little bit longer I can't help my eyes I'm falling blind I'm hanging on a thread but you're giving me the ties I've let down my guard it's time to start a reason why and lift our fear and volunteer our secrets in the vault where the walls have become clear I'm helpless here a drying tear I'm falling clear of reason's steer I am shifting gears lifting fear I'm falling in love with a Christian dear My dear I'm sifting through pictures revealing our new life