Area 54 - Lost lyrics

Should I feel ashamed As I sit here in the rain Of my eyes before Wondering how this all began Welcome to my life Just the other day I told myself this would go away Thoughts I mean to hide Crawl the walls and betray my mind Welcome to my life I hate this life This life hates me If I said some things to you That were out of line Then please forgive me I am rotten to the core And I'm sorry that you ever met me I blame myself You're all I have I blame myself I hate this life This life hates me If living is breathing Am I doing OK? Words can't save me ...Not this time