(music: arcwelder lyrics: s.macdonald) Wish I weren't so sensitive - that I could blow it off and wish you the best but that's just me and I just can't Didn't even care at first but you reeled me in and now I'm hanging here deboned and gutted [chorus] What was I doing? What was I thinking? Where was I going? Why did I care? What was I doing? What was I thinking? What was I asking? Why did I care? Keep your distance so I can heal - don't you pick at my scabs I can't allow myself to feel but I'm weak and I want you It's not my fault that you don't know what you want I will laugh at this tomorrow if I can ever fall asleep [chorus] Some days are better than others - this must be one of those others So I hide behind the fans - they make me feel OK I will pull myself out of this - there is light at the end of the tunnel As long as you don't blow it out with your sweet and sour breath [chorus]