Arca - Lost Woman Found lyrics

I'm looking for a miracle I'm looking for a miracle I'm looking for a miracle To cast down my fears [?] I'm looking for a miracle I've been walking so long The first time I felt the sun on my skin It is my own now Lost woman found And I've found a miracle I finally have something to say You can find out on your own What it means to be mutant What it means to finally recognize the alien inside The abject