Applesauce - Family Affair lyrics

[Intro] I must have been away too long because my feelings are dead. I feel no remorse [Verse One: Applesauce] Rookie named Applesauce Ya'll know Stunna is the boss First verse of my career On the verge of breakin' a tear Cause this is emotional My rhymes'll leave you on the boat Fleein' from the city In the studio, my brother with me Other brother locked up Free Clip, even got a fresh cut Oh2BDaMan on the beat This whole family packin' heat [Verse Two: P-Stunna] And if I cried two tears for her That would be my greatest fear, my greatest horror She saved my life, she also ruined it She inspired me before I knew the bit When I'm depressed I grab my Shady album It helps me cope and prevents me from poppin' a valium Plus bein' in the studio kept me off the streets They put a mic in my hand and I gave up my heat But on the other hand, hip-hop tore apart my life The success of a man will bring upon much lies Same n***as I used to beef wit sayin' "Stunna's alright" She even landed me in jail for three nights So it is a love-hate relationship Rhymes, I am made of it But it's toxic I'm addicted to bein' in the booth but I am not sick Rap is something I will ever give up Even though Chief Keef got me sayin' what's up? With hip-hop lettin' all this whackness in If I die please tell my next of kin To raise my kids the correct way Not on Trinidad Jame$ but on Snoop and Dre If you ain't in the spotlight then you are not sk**ed And that's a bigger lie than the Casey Anthony deal Please Ms. Hip-hop tell me this ain't really how you feel I don't even care anymore You can have her we all know hip-hop is a who*e