Apostle Of Solitude - A Slow Suicide lyrics

I have made a grave mistake And tempted a vengeful fate Just a shot away from a soulless d**h On the eve of a slow suicide I'm chipping away night after night When I look in the mirror I don't see the man They thought I could be All my loves have washed their hands of me I can't absolve the stains of my sins And it's likely I'll make the same mistakes again When the demons enter my blood I don't care about anything or anyone When the demons enter my blood I don't care about anything or any love