Apoptygma Berzerk - Suffer in Silence lyrics

I know I messed things up By turning gold to stone. Because of my free will I lied about it all the way. I need to forget, And make this tragic feeling go away I never heard a word, A word of what you said. I never heard a word, A word of what you said. Too busy being selfish; I never learned the rules of life. It's hard to confess, And look you in the eyes. I need you to forgive, And make this tragic feeling go away. I know I lost. Please let me suffer in silence. I've said enough. Please help me hide from the ghosts From my past For a while