Apoptygma Berzerk - Suffer in Silence (live) lyrics

I know I messed things up By turning gold to stone Because of my free will I lied about it all the way I need to forget And make this tragic feeling go away I never heard a word A word of what you said I never heard a word A word of what you said Too busy being selfish; I never learned the rules of life It's hard to confess And look you in the eyes I need you to forgive And make this tragic feeling go away I know I lost Please let me suffer in silence I've said enough Please help me hide from the ghosts From my past For a while