Apologies, I Have None - Wraith lyrics

In my sleep all I ever see Is rotting corpses of winter trees A twisted cypress that holds no leaves Give a violent, lifeless, freezing scream Black, the colour of my true love's hair It matches the black of the ice in her stare And the blackened core of the corrupted thoughts I think Black everything! Fade away Fade away Waste away wraith I don't want to see you again Fade away Fade away Waste away wraith Waste away She looked to me to be a rock And I promised her that I was But time stuck its foot in again Tested me, turns out that I was dust All you need is some help But the black of my anger It white washes everything else I can't help thinking If you mention suicide again I swear I'll k** you myself! Fade away Fade away Waste away wraith I don't want to see you again Fade away Fade away Waste away wraith Waste away Every single morning I fight through the same fog Of paink**ers and sleeping pills What the f** did I wake up for? When each and all my actions Every step I take Are slow motion replays Of previous mistakes?