Apologies, I Have None - The Clarity Of Morning lyrics

[Verse 1:] A master actor, a perfect liar All smiles played out with expert timing It starts like rust, slow and silent But grows like fire, swift and violent [Verse 2:] I walk much slower now I've got no direction All bends are blind, all cracks chasms I love and hate in equal measures the freedom from precision That living like this offers, but habits are so easily formed And not so easily forgotten [Bridge:] It's nothing that some wine can't sort out Hit the offy, back a bottle Drop two sleeping pills and hope to pa** out The run has got me spinning around and down and out [Refrain:] I hate the person I've become Hate the foil, hate the filters Hate the blister packs but I won't stop The run has got me spinning around and down and out Praying that the clarity of morning brings A peace to ease the mourning of A loss of control as two lives split in half from a whole [Outro:] She'd say 'I miss you when you're gone' And I would wish that I was off anywhere else I'm sorry, when I said I didn't love you What I meant was I hate myself