Apollo Brown - One Way Street (H20 freestyle) lyrics

It's hard to see myself through this mirror crack I believe in hell, I've been there and back Once you hear the facts about my near collapse It'll be plain to see why I placed my dreams on the clearance rack Disappearing act, no magician a**istant We're told we can live to a limit but that sh** is a gimmick It's a point that you missed, I'm dismissed as a cynic I find it funny time is money and you want me to give you a minute I ain't got that time to spend unless you defined as friend Then I'd take your place in the lion's den and meet my violent end Treat this rhyme as a final gem that I can send Never bail, you only fail if you fail to rise again I prevail through, trials and tribulations Miles of situations a child shouldn't be placed in Mitigation of style, denial of information You know these Masons are vile cuz they defile our liberation I've compiled some inspiration but it seems I dream in vain I need the pain so please refrain from believing that we bleed the same I seem insane cuz they don't believe my claims that I've seen the rain And it wasn't evil when the seasons changed For measly gains I'll leap through flames and walk with monsters Hitting corporate sponsors, with foreign objects cuz they more than pompous There's a war going on inside my morbid conscious A moral conflict best embrace yourself, like an orthodontist Get more obnoxious when I start to feel some e-motions Surround the east coast in a cloud of weed smoke now we floating Ain't a man I wouldn't brawl, a wall I wouldn't breach open I'd bleed oceans, if it's for sowing the seeds so they keep growing I Have a unique notion the truth should be spoken But what's on screen, rolls our mind through the gutter like Wii bowling Give 'em the heave hoe it's these hoe's we steam rolling Like you gonna see me blow, they mean the CEO they deep-throating Leave it alone, negativity is d**h's servant I keep my eye on the prize not the lies that I let blur it I expect deterrence they can censor it I just stay grounded and let the positive energy flow like direct current Chest burning the fire starts inside the heart Feel like I'm aboard a giant ark the last survivor of a dying art Whether you a major chart climber, or a minor spark There's an all seeing spy we're trying to pry apart from our private parts Life is hard you see the scars beneath the bars Reach for stars at all costs but when we fall short we bleed and starve I'm back to lead the charge capture this dream of ours Ironically I found an outlet, but it's free of charge Best believe it's hard don't complain chief This black cloud becomes rain and makes the sun stay brief I got this vivid recollection that's an untamed beast Cuz it makes me realize memory lane is a one way street So I buckle up, cuz I know it's gonna be a wild ride Chugging cups of cyanide trying to k** the lies that lie inside Having a diatribe with my dying tribe Won't make it out of this life alive, got body bags under my tired eyes Silent cries, constant consternation, got me pacing Like have I been copulating with God or Satan And even if I lack the concentration I never stop connecting dots like a map of the constellations I know I'm preaching to the congregation But this sh** just disrupts my deepest contemplations My relation to my occupation is doctor/patient Pulled my insides out to get a buzz, no Operation Postulating like how could we feel redeemed If this slate has dirt and grime that turpentine wouldn't really clean I heard the lies they burglarize steal and scheme But I let that bullsh** I internalize, fertilize my field of dreams