Apollo Brown - God's Day Off lyrics

[Intro: Red Pill] Just looking for some vindication, a little bit of validation, just looking for some vindication [Verse 1: Red Pill] We learn to walk like a god does Even god has his off days Cause when you take a moment, stop building, start feeling You might get caught up in that cross fade It's somewhere in between the ear A place where we believe in fear Saying sh** that we don't need to hear I think I'll leave that beer sitting on this bar So the tender doesn't count, never rendered the amount That I spent on the cost, pennies for your thoughts Now let me take a walk on through that childhood Living in those wild woods, started thinking why would I ever be so clever on that mic if the vibes good? I wrote a whole lotta rhymes, most of them mediocre Some will claim they're divine, I'm just trying to stay sober Now if I could find that mind to ever find closure Maybe then I could really see what's going on [Hook: Red Pill] Cause even God has His off days Even God took a day off So why we stressing out in spite of this past, of this fight I'm sick of stretching out this life (x2) [Verse 2: Red Pill] So what do you think he thinks When he's looking in that mirror and he's still afraid to blink Believing if that even if he doesn't see himself The fact will still remain that he probably needs some help Sick of drowning in the pity, sick of looking at this city Sick of no one f**ing with me, I'm sick of f**ing rap And I don't need to ask if she's growing tired too What the f** would make a difference? I don't need that point of view Pennies for my songs, nobody sings along I sit alone at home so I know the drinks are strong Don't know why I bother, got it from my father Procrastination, will power, can't save a dollar Got an alma mater, don't know why it matters They say "you did it proper", I'm still a broke rapper Blue collar scholar, by now you know the laughter And I don't think they really know what's going on [Hook] [Verse 3: Verbal Kent] Listen He lived his whole life waiting for his worst fear to come true His family waited for him to undo Undone he came, luckily his soul-mate stayed sane Saw him as he plunged to his grave Tried to hold his hand on this cliff, toward darkness Saw her grip weaken started yelling out his name His kin can only watch as his stock fall One of them was by his side, other tuned in from afar The latter made sure he'd never be like this To the point he kept his distance, couldn't see him like this Swore he'd never live a life of regret Never set himself up to fail, he would die trying After visits he would lie crying If only Dad would've given himself a fighting chance, he'd be high flying It's never too late, this verse isn't done Every son waits and learns from what his father's become [Hook]