Apogee - Don't Take It Bad lyrics

You said you don't take it bad well yes you're right when you said why must it always be the same story the same old scene It don't suit someone like me - my mind playing tricks on me It don't suit someone like me - but then where to go with all these emotions which came out of control and time Well it needs not much psycho-an*lysis to see what's going on, to see whatever went wrong so let's get on with it now, let's see what the soul doctor says I'm conscious of anything everything happening here what nonsense what rubbish - is this all that I fear? Everything's clear to me the scene of behaviour will fit but there is obviously not much to do about that and you say that you don't take it bad and I'm glad and I believe you but why the hell am I twisting my nerves? Sometimes things seem so easy and clear from the rear just until strange situations appear I'm extradited watching inactive the score against all reason the deeper the thought the more yes I'm raising my failure out of obstinacy oh it's so ridiculous - so please don't take it bad I must listen to reason I must ignore this feeling