Apocalypse Hoboken - Box of Pills lyrics

With one eye open I can see you with one eye closed I can dream I forgot just who I was and why I left for somebody else I didn't mean to turn you upside down I guess I got lost in a dream I can't tell you how sick I feel and I keep f**ing up everything When it's fine I know that no one is perfect guess I got caught in a dream In your box of pills is a hundred chills and a four hundred dollar mistake It took a lot from me and more from you So many of us can relate Like your box of pills I'll never leave you I remember just who I am and how much I thought I loved you Keep my emotions from running away And you can't see the light of another day Etched in our bones are memories that kept us from being enemies I didn't mean to turn you upside down I guess I just got lost in a dream In your box of pills is a hundred chills and a four hundred dollar mistake I'll think less of me and all of you?