Apocalypse Hoboken - Blistered Up lyrics

I can't remember the last time I said I loved you Maybe because I'm afraid of being with you I can't remember the last time I saw you smile Suppose it's because I'm confusing you You never lied to me You always tried for me You never once let me down I always lied to you I never tried for you I've completely let you down When I think about our future I just stop thinking Your eyes see right through me my heart stops beating Now don't full on hate me I just need a little time I know I disappoint you but it's better than telling a lie No I don't really hate you you'll just cry a little less this time Getting use to my indecision fall back to what I know I'm missing