Apathy - I Dedicate This to You (instrumental) lyrics

I dedicate this to you for believing in me I dedicate this to you I dedicate this to you for believing in me I dedicate this to you Back in '97 had a f**ed up year Weighed a buck-eighty wet and had f**ed up gear Drove a blue Buick Century filled with ca**ettes I was broke as sh**, more bills than cheques I met you at the mall and you was working with Claire's It's kinda crazy cause you wasn't even supposed to be there I remember it all, that was 14 years Then we stayed together 5 then the moment I feared Now here comes the tears, here comes the hell Here's the part of the story that's still hard to tell When we had to split cause you had to grow And I didn't understand, it just crushed my soul You moved away, I toured the world Year after year still missed my girl You dated some dude, I swore to God it was wrap I thought you'd get married and I'd never get you back Even when I had a chick I would tell you I loved you Calling late at night and getting you in trouble Then things fell through with your man like a part of some plan That got me stacking dough to put a wedding band on your hand yeah [Chorus] Always [?] when you tell me that you'd be going back on the road again Tears of mine tell me that you're the man some day I'll be marrying I dedicate this to you for believing in me I dedicate this to you Dear us, if anything should ever go wrong Just remember all the reasons why I wrote this song When I hit rock bottom almost lost my mind You were right by my side telling me I'll be fine When my own group tried to treat me like Syd Barrett You got me cleaned up, let me stay with your parents And you always came back with the physics of a boomerang I guess the human heart's smarter than the human brain When we were young I turned you into a freak Having Cape Cod s** seven days of the week From the Ocean Mist shows you were there from the start You're like the left ventricle, the biggest piece of my heart Kept your old love letters and them naked pics Even when I dated other chicks they wasn't sh** Fantasizing about f**ing you and used to pretend But now I got you back, I'll never lose you again, you said [Chorus] Always [?] when you tell me that you'd be going back on the road again Tears of mine tell me that you're the man some day I'll be marrying I dedicate this to you for believing in me I dedicate this to you