Apache Chief - Cults lyrics

[Hook] I really want to go out I really want to go outside and stop to see your day You really want to hole up You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away [Verse 1: Apache Chief] Waking up, turn on the TV, and before my eyes Mother Nature started cutting human beings down to size People washed away to sea like they was never there While people crackin jokes and mumbling bout it like they couldn't care My Air Forces scuffed, I'm wildin' bout another pair While radiation levels climb and burn inside the winter air I wanna cry but keep it bundled in a frigid stare And tell my Mamma I love her because you know she always there One of the only girls I ever loved is with a child And I just selfishly frown upon it in self denial Until she hits me again and she say, "the baby gone" Now how the f** am I supposed to act like nothing's wrong? I tell her that I always got her and to hold her head And pray to God she's feelin better after what I said But as her tears fall uncontrollably on kitchen tile I tell her it's gon be okay we'll get there it might take a while but [Hook] I really want to go out I really want to go outside and stop to see your day You really want to hole up You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away [Verse 2: Apache Chief] Dilapidation turned to reconstructing congregations Our spirit major, even in the coldest times we blazin Our minds save us, through stormy weather the safest havens They try to cut us at the knees but either way we racing While the rest of you steady chasin, we settin paces It's God given, no false idols in sacred places Although the money is always cakin for just in-cases I would give em my last dollar to see their faces Say what you want about me hater cause I know myself So you can stack your unhappiness on another shelf I got my city on my back I need to resurrect The building blocks are free, the currency is self respect Oneida County, you can leave that other noise from round me I do it for those whose hands are blistered, their heads are poundin Working hard for a dollar and they need no reminding Your ladder don't matter, but look up and continue climbing [Hook] I really want to go out I really want to go outside and stop to see your day You really want to hole up You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away