Anzio - The Learning (Coming Down) lyrics

[Verse 1: TLP] Becoming numb,it wasn't the plan I take it back no longer in a rush to be a man Coz this world,feels by bringing you down you'll understand A loner chasing fame,I must be insane fam' Tried to open up happiness, kept ga**ing me Go deeper in this game, see what the b**h has for me Somewhere along the line Someone f**ed her up for I f**ed her up for the next in line This how trust issues start every time Uhh Such a vicious cycle,love a rare fiction Family hardly in the diction Half my emotions missing Addiction to fun lets just kick it So frequently I end up missing Your bullsh** clouds my vision You helped me transition Into being cold Started to spit fire,balanced out my soul Absolutely Salute me or shoot me I been attacking this head on since the first day Getting wealth in the worst way, from your view What's another one or two Days of struggle I've huddled and huddled And no strategies Your f** ups I learn from them, G Made me TLP Not just surviving I'm living But all these cracks weren't part of the vision Sparks start to glisten Your false prophecies, and I didn't listen [Chorus: TLP & Audio Rebel] (Talking all that sh** behind my back) Tell the ghost of my past Smiles when we lit How long we gonna last n***a that's it I've been through sh** and never going back Thought I had this sh** while slipping through the cracks I, I been grinding for a minute though Always been a pleasure displeasuring all my foes I always hated when the doubt was around Kept getting back up, but now I'm coming down [Verse 2: Audio Rebel] So who asked Fantasy in the past It's crazy how a single thing destroys what should last And I'm insane Wanna test my train Of thought it's random f**ing radical patterns (Murder sh**!) Do you comprehend What's at steak On my plate Here's food for thought You might as well have a taste Of the product of hate As a result You may feel depressive With thoughts of intense Psychopathic rage Blowing over pages And memories telling me things were great When in fact They were f**ed and I couldn't see straight Realising with real eyes How life ain't right And all the good has left No direction in sight f** it's all wrong How can I go on I can't be this strong For so f**ing long What do I do here I live in fear I breathe in and out And begin to see things I wish I couldn't dream about Wars Hate Destruction This world is kinda f**ed up But majority rules We're raised Broken down And used like tools We're f**ing used(x4) [Chorus: TLP & Audio Rebel] (Talking all that sh** behind my back) Tell the ghost of my past Smiles when we lit How long we gonna last n***a that's it I've been through sh** and never going back Thought I had this sh** while slipping through the cracks I, I been grinding for a minute though Always been a pleasure displeasuring all my foes I always hated when the doubt was around Kept getting back up, but now I'm coming down