Anybody k**a - Thought Of Suicide lyrics

ey man you alright? No I seen how your ol girl was coming down on you Yeah What happened? Your pops found out you lost that job and sh** mmm-hmmm Well dont worry homey, man parent be like that sometimes, its like they mad at you because they get old. Just dont go all crazy on me, talking about you going to k** yourself again, alright Yes, in my mind I want to do it but when I pursue it I cant seem to go through it So Im going to write a song just so you can feel everything I feel when Im in the mood to k** myself I cant control it, these thoughts of suicide, Im always dealing with And I know Im not alone when it comes to this, cause everyday its like the whole world pissed So f** your attitude and keep your bad mood cause I got one too And I dont give a sh** who you rolling with bring your whole damn crew Well call it suicide when you messin with a k**a someones bound to die And it wont be me cause only ones claimin my life is g-o-d Chorus (x2) You ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide Glad you didnt do it, if you did you wouldnt be here now Are you easily influenced, Does your parents always say that your friends are the reason that you ruint Do you have hate for your boss, to where you wanna catch him alone and pop one off Or is it mental health, where the only problem that you have is with yourself Can someone please explain why it feels so good to cause so much pain With all these thoughts we have, yep its easy to say to just relax But when you that fed up, only thing in your mind is how deep to cut Because you hate your life and you really dont care And things would be better if you just werent here So now you ready to go end it all, Instead of thinking of the ones you wont see tomorrow Chorus (x2) (Strict 9) Its nothing nice, got the thoughts steadily running through my head I close my eyes and try to picture if Im better off dead It s**s to me, the one and only as I sit here by my lonely Separated from the world cause the world is so phony Hear my cries, tell me why when you do it tell them lies You wear a disguise I can see it in your motherf**in eyes Its suicide, last ride if you wanna get inside Shotgun its your boy and Im ready to die (ABK) Do people that commit suicide go to heaven? Im sure everyone has their own theories But Im a firm believer that if you take you own life Your soul is trapped Chorus (x2)