Any Other - Sonnet #4 lyrics

I'm about to puke You can smell signs of my blues on my skin Like mud his smell Covering me, leaving me with no air Please, come and replace His smell with your smell Clean the marks on my body And scrape off the darkness You'll see in my eyes Taking your eyes off You'll think of the problems You thought you had solved Past just comes, don't go Your presence reminds me Of something I've lost Like a bird in a cage A swan without wings No more white, colored grey I won't sleep anymore With somebody whose I don't want the smell on Where the hell have you been? You should have taken me away from that idiot I've been crying for months I wonder how Christmas would be with you I find myself at recollecting memories I've collected with you When I was fifteen and you were nineteen I want to sleep with you until winter comes And then wait for springtime And then wait for winter again and again When I see you shivers run on my spine Why do you never step forward? Why do you? Please, come and please, do something I've loved you for years And I've spent my best years loving you Do something, please I wrote best songs and I wrote them for you Where the hell have you been? But now you're here and I feel comfortable Where the hell have you been? But now you're here and I feel comfortable But now you're here and I feel comfortable But now you're here and I feel comfortable