Anxious - Music In My Head lyrics

(Would you be a musician if nobody ever heard you? Sure Why? Because I love music, it's in my head, I can't get it out You're hearing it yourself? I hear it now.) I've been awaitin lately, blazed away my days and hatin Breakin every tape and flush the tape remaing down the drain then I paint a picture, rippin up imbecills and hate on b**hes Is you really different? Or i'll be diggin you a grave and ditch ya This is the mister, mister f** you, I ain't got time for me I'm still not rich and I don't give a f** if I will ever be I left the phase were everyday is spent to dream of cash Instead I rip the face off every man I do indeed attack A state of rappin immaculate, have the rappin gene And gradually, i'm pa**in every rapper in the magazines There ain't no stoppin once i'm poppin 'em pills I coped the pop hit that you made and tossed it right in the bin I'm on some sick sh** with sick pills injected So check this, my dick is impregnating b**hes And big chics, rediculous the bigger the better, you bet it is So I ain't got no time for playing silly games, you know it's Anxious I kid you not, I stick my co*k or dick inside your puss And trim the clit before I even start to lick on lauras bush And I would never pretend to be better than I am And should I want a kid you bet i'm shootin through your diafram When I am home, and i'm all alone, and i'm in the zone, I know That nobodys gonna be knowin the sh** I be doin when i'm on the microphone But I take it easy, success is not important so I'm like jehovas whitness but i'm sellin demos door to door The more I try undermining the finer things in life I find myself defining the lies i've been writing in my rhymes And lying isn't something i've been trying to do So when i'm fighting bet I fight for all the things I can prove I'm working on my flow and going miles you'd never go And hold the pistol, load the clip, unco*k the sh**, about to blow (BAH) I stain your apron, i'm unable to be tamed I rip the piercing from your navel cuz I play a different game I ain't ashamed it's amazing what you can think of me I'm drinkin daily cuz i'm in a place where I don't wanna be So stop complaining and take care of your own f**ing life I'm f**ing nice, but f** it, f** you and this motherf**in mic