[Verse 1: AnTone] I'm talking to you like a long lost friend Somewhere inside of me, I kinda wish it would end I know it's tiring to think again and again At least in front of you I don't have to pretend At least in front of you I can be who I am I come to you again at the end of the exams But I come to you tonight cause I'm so confused My motivation's unclear and somewhat bruised What has the world come to? I ask Can I really find answers as I wear the mask I'm past the point where one plus one equals two I guess that's why I'm here stuck talkin' to you Days pa** by and it feels almost routine Another day pa**es until I turn nineteen I thought success would come to me by now I thought I'd be a CEO and sit on thrones somehow I got this ideal picture in my head all night Beautiful girl maybe a child in the moonlight But I guess I'm too far away from the future Or maybe there's a way for me just be smoother But it gets harder every time like calculus For me to reach success seems miraculous But even Jefferson had his own accidents And even Donald J Trump's a damn candidate [Chorus: SiriWithAnE] I'm singing the Toilet Bowl Blues. The Toilet Bowl Blues Clearing my head with my pants down to my shoes You help me makes sense of this whole messy place You're the one I can talk to to help me save face I'm singing the Toilet Bowl Blues. The Toilet Bowl Blues You're the one who will listen to my muse Drinking the liquor all through the day And then by the night, it all fades away The Toilet Bowl Blues [Verse 2: AnTone] Don't regret it. Don't regret it You and me together baby girl don't forget it I call to hit you up but you still don't respond I'm still trying to figure out where it is I belong Should I go back to my city where I'm dead inside? Or stay right by you on your bedside? It's all too many things for me to decide Especially with all of this snow outside I'm trying to get that 9 to 5 then spend another five So I can make sure it's you that they revive Remember last summer with all the pretty colors? So convinced I fell for another pretty lover When I said I'm a rapper, you laughed so much I know that I can't blame you for the way you judge And yeah I know I found you oh so impressing But now I'm telling you again not to regret it [Chorus: SiriWithAnE] I'm singing the Toilet Bowl Blues. The Toilet Bowl Blues Clearing my head with my pants down to my shoes You help me makes sense of this whole messy place You're the one I can talk to to help me save face I'm singing the Toilet Bowl Blues. The Toilet Bowl Blues You're the one who will listen to my muse Drinking the liquor all through the day And then by the night, it all fades away The Toilet Bowl Blues