Antithesis - Dying For Life lyrics

The soul lives on beyond this life will you ascend into the light Or be consumed by nothingness Or cast into the black For as above is so below and only one will take your soul I've been to the grave I've seen my life end Of my own free will d**h by my own hand my blood has been shed My soul has been damned My spirit condemned My sin I repent With broken heart and broken mind I took my life before its time For one must die to rest in peace I tried to put my mind at ease I never thought my suffering would last for all eternity The soul lives on beyond this life will you ascend into the light Or be consumed by nothingness Or feel the flames of hell fire I've traveled afar to the ends of the earth I watch from afar, in shadows I lurk For every d**h, a life is born A soul is sent, a soul returns My life on earth a living hell A pain I know too much, too well My mortal soul is in despair A punishment I cannot bear Forsaken by God, exiled to the land of lost souls Into the unknown, tortured spirit in limbo, I roam Almighty God! All merciful, please hear my cry He listens not, my plea for forgiveness denied Thou hast been given life Thou shalt not taketh away! My absence of faith My wings will not fly My soul will not rest A paradise awaits the saved the promise kept to thee of faith Lived by the word, receive the son Thy kingdom come, thy will be done Deliverance, divine wings of rapture rejoice The angels fly to the light They're guided by voice I'm left behind in anguish I mourn my own d**h Forevermore, Unborn dying again And again, dying again, dying for eternal life