Antiskeptic - Running Now lyrics

faded, faded fast life flashed through in pictures frames and i have loaded and spun the barrel of this gun again you see we forget and all the reasons we believe are caught and crucified on the cross of complexities waiting, listening say goodbye to an*logies when a word of love will bridge from you to free i'm in the midst of all the lessons i have learned and none are obvious or rehearsed oh my God i can't believe you've got me running now i'm desperate for you an old friend made it living high with family kids to school, mums at home he'll be home at six for tea i'm with renting tenants old microwave, one couch for three a cause for question now free to air, or pay tv?