Antiskeptic - Thoughts Preceeding lyrics

Tuning out as you recall injustices of yesterday You've tried this story twice before And mercy is leaving Pride denial in the way tried my best to feel your pain its not my words, they stumble, fall its the thoughts preceeding Its not my punishment, I'm learning, stay Awaiting sunsets Convoluted words of hate I fear what you've become You're sick and caught up in the haze what illness have you now? The promises you made with nothing ever working out Distancing pulling away but consoling words are not for sale party up drown it all in fun but relief is fleeting Resign to loss desolate place I'm watching awaiting fate refuse the words that we have failed they're just thoughts preceeding I play the groundsmen for your fall And thoughts in someways it will never end it'll be worth it some day...some day