Antimatter - Leaving Eden lyrics

Put the thorn in my side, the coins on my eyes I'm not awake, I'm leaving Eden And all her frozen charms lie cold in my arms Panic went away and left me reeling It's warm outside but the weather fails to hide the stinging loss inside For in the back of my mind I always thought I'd find my way to paradise On I'd walk to paradise ... But grace and lies locked the door from the other side And now there's not much else there Grace and lies In all how long can you hide, how long? The cost of innocence is the loss of innocence Some may pa** away, but some die screaming When it came to my time, oh it took me by surprise Was it my mistake, or am I born for giving in?