Antifreeze - Pointless Emotion lyrics

Time, no time For pointless emotion It's never helped me in this life Oh life, if that's what you call it But I've been thinking As I sit here I'm not feeling or dreaming or smiling Forget what was... And I cry out, is this life? ...is this life? Is this life? Is this life? Want, I want What everyone else has But first I focus on my needs I need, what no-one can give me Am I too needy? And all I long for Is some clarity, solace, and focus Is that too much? And I cry out, is this life? Is this life? Is this life? Is this life? Hope, I hope That I find asylum From all of these thought in my head My head, has grown much too heavy So I'll just drop it And I'm convinced that security, honesty Are just some made-up words And I refuse to just feign optimism When all I see is the worst And I cry out, is this life? Is this life? Is this life? Is this life?