Antidote - My life lyrics

Always drunk and always high That's the way I wanna die My hair dyes red and funny clothes Just the way I like it most Not a single day that I am clean I'll never wash my torn jeans And I'm always in the need for money Afraid I'll never get a honey Never things that I can buy It takes too much dope to get me high Getting drunk gives me a thrill Afraid I can not pay the bill People neglect me They act overreacted I screw them and that's by the way Why I'm losing friends day by day